DON'T BE SHALLOW AND TELL ME TO LOSE WEIGHT CUZ UR NOT HURTING MY FEELINGS U JUST DISAPOINTING ME!

I'M TIRED MOST OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TELLING ME I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT ;.( . I GAINED 30 POUNDS IN THE PAST 6 YEARS OF NOT WORKING OUT AND DIETING. BUT PPLE ASSUMED I'M SAD CUZ OF THAT..I GAINED WEIGHT YES BUT THX GOD NO BELLY WEIGHT ! I CALLED IT A SOUL VACATION NO GYM NO DIETS JUST RELAX AND I'M NEVER BEEN HAPPIER..WHEN I WAS 125 8% BODY FAT YES I LOOKED BETTER BUT I WAS so sad inside!

i don't base my happiness on wut my weight scale tells me. AND I WILL LOSE THE WEIGHT WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT not cuz pple tell me to ;{ the way i eat i should look like a cow.. but i don't// i have my curves the only difference is that now my butt and breast legs are mc donalds super size BUT IS OK.. i;m healthy and happy in my own skin ;-) ,is all that matters ;-)

I WILL LOSE THE WEIGHT BUT MORE THEN TO LOOK GOOD..IS TO GET HEALTHIER..LIKE MORE ENERGY AND STUFF AND BECAUSE I'M NOT GETTING ANY YOUNGER.. ;) BUT NOW PLZ DON'T BE SO CRUEL OR HARSH ON ME ;( I'VE SEEN 18 YEAR OLD GIRLS WITH BIG ASS BELLY'S NO WAIST..LOOKING LIKE SHIT AND THEY DONT EVEN  HAVE KIDZ..I'M 35 WIT A 11 Y/O KID..HASNT WORK OUT IN 6 YEARS AND LOVE BURGER KING AND CHIPOTLES..I THINK I LOOK PRETTY DAMN GOOD LIKE IF U ANALIZE THE SITUATION ;)

PLUS..I HAVE NO COMPLAINS ON THE MEN DEPT ACTUALLY I GET HIT ON MORE NOW WITH MY OVER WEIGHT THEN B4 ..AND REAL MEN KNOW HOW TO HANDLE MY EXTRA CURVES ;-) me likes!!!and yes the truth is to ROMANCE ME ON THE S*X DEPT me u do need TO BE STRONG AND HAVE SOME SKILLS!!! sorry i fu don't ;(

SO HERE IT GOES AND I WILL GET COCKY :

I AM MORETHEN MY FUCKING WEIGHT.. I AM SMART AS SHIT..I COOK GREAT.. I AM FUNNY AS SHIT.. I DANCE GREAT.. I AM SOO LAID BACK.. NONE MATERIALISTIC.. COMPASSIONATE . KIND.. CARING.. A GREAT FRIEND.SISTER..DAUGHTER..PARTNER.. AND AMAZING MOM .. I WILL NEVER LEAVE MY MEN BEHIND.. I'M SO LOYAL THAT IF U LOOSE UR LOOKS  LIKE U FACE GETS BURNED.. OR LOSE U DICK CANNOT FUC*.. OR CAR/..MONEY ..HOUSE.. I WILL STILL BE THERE BY YOUR SIDE// CUZ ALL OF THOSE THINGS ARE REPLASABLE.. THE WAY U LOVE ME AND I LOVE U IS NOT.. SOUL..MIND ..HEART ARE THERE 4 EVER THOSE ARE THE THINGS I WORRY ABOUT.. AND PPLE KNOW I'M SO NOT LYING..I HAD BF'S IN THE PAST SOME OF THEM  FAT 4 SOME PPLE BUT THEY MAKED ME SOO HAPPY.. SOME  SKINNY  BF'S ..W GLASESS..UGLY 4 SOME PPLE BUT THEY WERE GORGEOUS TO ME ..I HAD GORGEOUS MEN WHO I WILL LEAVE SOME TIMES IN A WEEK CUZ THEY SUCK.. AND OTHER GORGEOUS MEN WHO HAD THE LOOKS MATCHING WITH THEIr GORGEOUS SOULS

SOO DON'T COME AND TELL ME I AM JUST MY WEIGHT OR MY LOOKS..CUZ I'AM WAYYY ABOVE THAT .. ;-) A GIRL CAN LOOK SKINNY AS SHIT  AND WHEN U SICK SHE CANNOT EVEN GIVE YA A DAMN SOUP..I CAN ;-).. hey i'm not talking about all skinny grls here cuz few..same as some chubby girl dunno how to do shit either..haha.. i am talking just about ME ME ME ;) ...

I NEED IT TO WRITE THIS CUZ IM SOO TIRED OF THE DAILY COMMENTS I GET FROM FRIENDS TELLING ME HOW GORGEOUS I LOOKED B4 AND WHY I LET MY SELG GO?? WTF?? WW  TT FF ?? LET MY SELF GO..????

in those pics when i loook soo skinny it was the most depressed sad time in my life,,i lost the love of my life 9 years ago.. i micareage 2 baby girlz in 2008 but HEY I LOOKED GREAT DIDN'T I??  OOHH WELL it was all looks cuz inside i was dead..destroyed..NOTHING.. now i have extra pounds but i am filled with not just w/ my extra meat hahah but with joy ..self confidence..gratitud// SO my extra pounds i dont even notice them cuz all along I AM STILL PAOLA INSIDE WITH 125 OR 150 AND it takes a real person and real men to see that and thx GOD ..all my so called admirers do see that after my body i am beautiful human being inside with flaws ..fears..inseccurities like anyone else..and thz to that they and find me GORGEOUS INSIDE & OUT ..and 4 that i thanked all of u that can see the real me not my FUCKING WEIGHT  ;-) that means u are smart as shit too hahah ..btw i am soo damn MODEST so u know..hahahhaahA