For me it was fun when I was 12, but now it's becoming boring. The orgasm is never as good as I anticipate, It's just dull, lasts mabye two or three seconds, and leaves a big mess on the floor for me to clean up. I'm starting to wonder if the real thing would be any different. I have tried numerous times to wean myself off the habit, but I just get dragged in whenever I get horny. Does anyone else have the same problem?