i just quit smoking pot so i'm starting to realize how much my life really does suck. i thought i had friends but all they ever did was smoke weed. when i stopped smoking weed they stopped coming around. those asshole only hung out with me was because i always had weed. i'm 19 i'm at a dead end job the company at which i am employed  is failing meaning i might not have a job for long, i still live with my parents and i haven't had a girlfriend in 3 months. the last girl i went out i was with for 3 years and she cheated on me then i took her back and she made me feel like it was my fault so she wouldn't feel like a whore. i havn't left my house besides to go to work and run errand in 2 months. so now i have no friends, i don't go out and my parents act like i'm 12. it's been one week and three days since the last time i smoked.i realized how much time i wasted sitting around smoking weed with retards

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

yeah i'm ranting

fuck my life