I am 17 and have very few friends. I have never once found love in my life. I silently cry every night before sleep as I dream about fantasies I will never have. Every day it's the same thing, at school I see everyone french-kissing in public. Everyone in school seems to be paired up, so I've gotten the sad impression that I'm the only single kid there. I rarely talk to girls and it's never an engaging conversation. But the worst part is, I'm the world's biggest porn adict. I've favorited tons of mature videos I've found while surfing this site, every girl seems so easy to get. My appetite for porn is just never quits, no matter how much I fight it. My parents are fucking puritans, they crack down on me whenever they find out where i've been. In all of this, I try to convince myself that there's more to a relationship than sex, I search and search for the answer, but it's just not there. I have no idea what my path in life is, what my destiny will be, or whether it will be cheerful or solemn, for now, i'm just lost in reality...