lately ive been very depressed and as we all know with depression comes thoughts of suicide, Sooooooooooooo.... Here are a few of the things ive thought over the past few weeks.... hate me if you want but if ever your getting down feel free to copy and paste this and add a few on to the list

• That car looks awefully friendly...
• That knife can't possibly be sharp enough to slit my throat, hmmm...
• I wonder what will happen if i eat 6 of those...
• I wish my dad had a gun...
• Look! Rope!
• I hate my life...
• This cliff is definately high enough to kill me...
• Hey look, a knife...
• My life is so utterly pointless...
• Hey look, another knife!
• I wonder how long it takes for the ambulance to get here...
• I wonder if anyone would notice if i dissapeared...
• Life, the universe and everything...pathetic...
• That guy is definately speeding...hmmm...
• I can't beleive that i've gotten absolutely no where in the past 2 years...
• Hey look, a knife...
• Across the road or down the sidewalk?(while walking my dog, lol)

So ya there ya go... i know im not going to kill myself, i'm far to chicken shit to kill myself