Tomorrow, or rather today as it's in the AMs already. . . I start the very last first day of high-school. I'm wondering; is moving on from HS to college very much the same sort of life changing page turning chapter ending sort of thing, as say that 'growing up' step between both elementary school to junior high, and finally junior high to high-school. . .

My friends are freaking the fuck out of me. All the crying they do about this being their last year, the glee they bask in it being their 'top dog' senior year, the friends too that are now this year off to college, previously friends with my junior-self that speak of what it means to them to be moving onward.

Just trying to take it all in. . . And stay calm