The Dreams That Broke My Heart
Many people say that dreams are a positive thing that allow you to live out what you cannot do in real life. Ive had a different experience with the phenomenom.
Well i like this girl and she kinda likes me but is still emotionally involved with her ex-boyfriend. I tell her that i care about her and she tells me that she cares about me too but i know deep inside that i will never be able to be with her.
So one night i go to sleep and i have the first dream that will change the way that i look at dreaming forever. I dream that me and this girl are walking down the hallway of our school holding hands without a care in the world. I dream that we then stop and gives me a hug that would make anyone smile.
Another night that week i go to sleep and i have another dream about me and the girl. I dream that we are just sitting together watching Tv and she just gives me a little kiss on the cheek and lets out a cute giggle. I then look over at her and give her an innocent heart warming peck on the lips.
Now both of these dreams seem quite nice and hardly of a heartbreaking nature. But they turn out to be the two worst experiences of my life. For in these dreams i am with the one that i love. These dreams give me everthing i ever wanted in life and allow me to feel how happy being with her would make me. They made me the happiest i could ever be and i will never forget the feelings that they brought to me. But the second that i woke up all of these incredibly happy feelings were replaced with those brought on by the realization that i would never actually be able to experience those things in real life. The dreams gave me everything that i ever wanted and quickly took it away in seconds and threw the memories back in my face. When awoken i quickly come to tears because i know that i will never be able to be with the girl that i love and that i will never be able to experience these things again. Its the worst feeling a man can feel and i hope that nobody will ever experience what i am talking about again. Please tell me what i should do to help this pain that has been brought apon me by these dreams
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